It's so fucking warm outside!
Maybe my standards for weather are lower than they used to be after the Boston winter because I have never found 80 degrees to be super hot, or even as hot as I would like, but it's more humid here than at home so it seems hotter and I LOVE it.
I am a little worried about sunburns because I can't find any sunscreen, but literally the best thing about this weather is that I can walk around at NIGHT in a t-shirt!

I'm still kind of angsty about the same things that I was angsty about yesterday, but I am trying to keep my chin up. I realize now that it's all on ME to get myself to a place that I want to be in. This means-stop b/p and try not to restrict much (the endgoal is no restricting at all), no hurting myself otherwise, drink enough water, get moderate exercise, get a healthy routine and fill my time with GOOD things.
( I have been using pretty negative coping mechanisms-- May be triggering? Self-harm )
Anyways I ate lunch a bit ago. It was pretty small but very filling so I decided I'd pass the time and distract myself by posting an entry. Now I'm going to go read on the porch until the "UGH SO FULLLLLL" feeling passes.